Thursday 4 March 2010

Friday I'm in Love

Today I am having a feel good about my job day. This has been happening alot recently. I think what is changing is that I am starting to acknowledge that I am ok at my job, that I do know stuff and I can/do make a contribution to my department.
I was always under the impression that my low self esteem didn't interfere with my work life - but obviously it does, though I think I am getting better at seperating how I interact with people in a social/working capacity.

I want to take more responsibility for myself and the experiences I create. Bemoaning ones position and then not actively trying to change it is one of my least favourite traits.

To get a little bit airy fairy......this year the energy feels like it is precariously balanced. Like there is alot of change around everyone and that the seemingly flippant choices people make will tip the energy either way. The change will happen and it will be your choice whether it is a fun, enjoyable experience or whether it is crap and painful. I am trying to ensure that I am on the happy side of things this year.

We have set ourselves up (GB & I) for a fantastic year. We are socialising more with people I like, we have our overseas trip coming up, we are both pursuing our own interests. GB is going to be a great brewer and I am going to be a WRITER! It is all fun fun fun.

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